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Apr. 7th, 2009


do not worry

i just simply renamed my journal yet again. of course a breakdown is going to be kaotic so why describe it. HA!...this is more suiting. anyhoo you all should've been changed over....i'm not some random stranger still me


Feb. 20th, 2009

mother earth


this day seems to be the turning point of my life...Every friday im happy...and every other day im looking forward to Friday...I dont know why it's here and gone before I can even enjoy it. It also seems that each one Im tired exhausted and wore the fuck out....
so why look forward to it? I have no clue....it baffles even me and Im the one doing it.
/end rant

Sep. 14th, 2007

stormy night

rainy night

was bored last night


i've been neglecting this. i lost my paid account *sniffs*

Sep. 18th, 2006



i'm alive. i'm sorry not enough time to write anything...will though soon.

Apr. 19th, 2006


death & dying

i went to a viewing today. and from there i just sunk into a hole. lately i've been battling with death and dying. i've been staying awake sleeping horrible because this is all on my mind. i'm thinking that the only reason why is because i feel unaccomplished with my life. things just never went as i have planned. i try to be busy all the time to avoid it but it just follows me around. i screwed up so many times at work tonight because i'm just off. i dont know what to do. right now i feel like i could cry but i cant get any tears out. but i feel my spirit crying. i just dont know.....i'm scared. worried. upset. hurt.....a lot of things. and it all comes back to this topic.

Apr. 18th, 2006



The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

You are a Self-Discoverer

You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.

Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.

You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.

You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans.
mother earth

quickly help me!

well. i need some help.

i want to update this journal layout but can't find any good styles to look at. cherry styles seems to be lacking on variety and quantity. anyone know of any sites i could check into?


without further patience. i'm going to proceed with my dream since i've been persuaded by another girl to do this crazy thing.

well. i'm going to do my photoshoot for suicidegirls.

what i need is a photographer who can take great pictures and i'm comfortable with sitting in the nude.

i need ideas on themes. colors i could wear. something inventive (granted i'm listing my own ideas but i always could use help)

umm and as always moral support is the best!

Apr. 12th, 2006



What type of Fae are you?

i'm alive.

sometimes one just has to lay down the rules.

in order to keep their own sanity.

am i right?

Oct. 31st, 2005


(no subject)

happy halloween my lovies.

sorry i did nothing special this year a lot has been going on.

yesterday i had a headache that lasted from 3am on sunday to about 3 am today. it kept me in bed all day yesterday. nice huh?

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